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Oh...The pain and agony of it all.
Why does it have to be this way?
They do not know how much they have hurt me,
The days I cry in torturous fear.
The days I feel like screaming till
I can't scream no more.
I have no control over my emotions
I cannot trust a single soul
I have been hurt so much.
Now my daughters suffer,
I need to gain control
I need to see what I am doing,
Is going to put fear into them
It's going to make then anxious, I hate all men.
I am so afraid of this happening to them,
That I have lived a silent cry ,
Questioning within my very core
Fearing, wondering.
It's around every corner.
How do I conquer this fear?
How do I trust again?
It's a hard, hard journey,
One I'm about to begin.
Jesus help me on this journey.
You are the only one that can.
Guide me and protect me.
Keep my mind at ease.
They cannot hurt me now.
I am safe.
Amen
